I have so many things to blog about right now. But it is so hard to get my thoughts in order. This has been a crazy, emotional, and incredible couple of months. So where to begin...
For one it is starting to really scare me that all of my senior friends are going to college in 9 months. I can't even explain how i feel about this. It is just so weird that all of the people i have been friends with and are normally just 15 minutes away are going to be much farther than that. And it scares me for them to be so far away. Time just flies by so fast i feel like last month i was a freshman and my biggest worry with school was there was only one cute boy at my whole school, and now here i am 16 years old and that is the least of my worries. I have to think about real things like grades. Sometimes i just wish i was 4 years old again. And as ready as i am to be a wife and a mommy one day i just wish i could freeze time for a couple months.
Another thing that has been on my mind recently was if you knew you had 24 hours to live what would you do. We had to write a paper on it Literature a couple weeks ago and at first i thought this was a really random and pointless topic. But the point was that if we would do that on our last day why are we not doing it today because we are not promised out next second. Well i thought about that a little and thought about how true that is but then i moved on. Well yesterday i was in a little wreck that was almost huge. As i was pulling out onto 150 a truck pulled my front bumper off coming from my drivers side. (Yes, it was 100% my fault.) And even though my car does not look it's best right now, i'm fine. But if i would have not seen the truck at the last second and slammed on my breaks he would have hit my drivers door going about 50 mph. (After typing that out i just sat here for 30 seconds shaking.) Even the thought scares me so bad. It showed me how fast life can be taken from you. It just takes that one mistake. So for real think about what you would do with your last day. THEN GO DO IT.
A lot more has happened through the past couple months but it's late and i need sleep. (Yes, i go to bed now. How strange.) So i will blog soon and put up some pictures.
Goodnight to all, and to all a goodnight.
(OH i'm really excited about Christmas too.)
Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not easily angered , it keeps no record wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices in truth, always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres.
